Wednesday, May 20, 2015

Placid

I've neglected to write for a little while because honestly I don't have a lot to say. Being 21 you would think I would have plenty to do, much to plan for, and exciting news all the time but the fact is I don't. Mostly I spend my time binge watching tv or running errands for my mom. I'm effectively broke after my 4 months in Europe, and because of some poor planning and unavoidable obligations its not likely that employment will be in my future any time soon.

What I have had a lot of time for these past couple of weeks is thinking, and you guys, I've been doing a ton of it. As an only child, I've certainly had my fair share of alone time and usually I quite enjoy it, but as I've gotten older I've started to hate it more and more. Maybe it's the technology age where I just always have it thrown in my face that other people are having fun, but honestly it's kinda nice to just live with people around your age... there's always more to do...but I digress. The point is there's lot on my mind.

First off: WebMD is not my friend.


When you have a lot of alone time it is easy to start noticing things about yourself that on a regular basis you probably wouldn't pay attention to. This is certainly the case for me. Over the past 4 weeks I have self diagnosed three different types of cancer, two heart conditions, and both gluten and lactose intolerances. Other than also being a self diagnosed hypochondriac thankfully, NOTHING IS ACTUALLY WRONG WITH ME. Except boredom.


Second: Netflix is only fun when you're using it to procrastinate.


I have had zero desire to watch anything on Netflix over the past 4 weeks. I also haven't had any assignments in the last 4 weeks. Coincidence? No.

Third: Boys.


Yeah this one is probably a given for most heterosexual females between the ages of 14 - TBD. Unfortunately, I still have not been able to figure them out in the ample time I've had to ponder them over the past few weeks but I probably won't be giving up on that fruitless endeavor any time soon. Shout out to biology for sending me on this pointless mission. If I figure anything out I'll be sure to keep you posted.

On a separate note I have much to look forward to this summer - including but not limited to: Hawaii, Vegas, Napa, and moving into my first house! So not all bad, just waiting to get out of this rut.

Happy Wednesday!




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